My October

So as I was working on my New Boyfriend playlist, I really wanted to make a playlist about how I was feeling and the songs that have been stuck in my head during October, so I did that. I started it before I finished the last playlist, which is why it is done so quickly. There are quite a few depressing songs in the playlist, even though I am not depressed. They just felt right. I am still going through a figuring out who I am process. The transition from being a college student living in the dorms to a graduate student living on my own has been interesting. These songs might seem like a hodgepodge, but I think that is because that is what I am right now.



Playlist if you

New Boyfriend

So I have a new boyfriend, it has been a month or so, so I think that still means new. I figured a new boyfriend is the perfect time to make a playlist so I did, and it has been 90% done for a couple weeks now. I want to blame the fact that I am a busy graduate student as to why I haven't been posting, but I goof off a lot. For example one night I watched the whole third season of Arrested Development.
Anyway, I already posted a picture of Steve on my blog so I can skip that, and we don't have any cute couple pictures so I will be skipping that as well. So I guess I will go right to the playlist

Qualm to Come

So I know I keep making post about stuff I am working on without any real substance, but I am a busy graduate student what can you expect...anyway I am working on a playlist about Steve and I wanna make sure it is wonderful before I publish it. Now I have to get back to grading HORRIBLE papers, but I will leave you with this....

Poker Face (Lady GaGa cover)-Ben's Brother

Where I am Now

Playlist after the jump...

Empty

I know I said I would try to do a cheerful playlist, but not happening. We had a memorial today for Dr. Michael J. Kiskis and it made me reflect on my whole life. Not only was it about the loss of an amazing man for me, but how in a week I am losing so much of what I hold dear. My life is changing and I have so many mixed feelings about it. I am going to let the playlist speak for itself, but expect more reflections soon...

Playlist if you continue

Betrayal

I had an experience today that showed me how petty people can be. How important it is to surround yourself with the right people. Even if they seem harmless now, they might not always be. I never thought I would have to deal with something so stupid as an almost college graduate...but I did. Here is a playlist about it. Sorry it is so depressing...I am going to try to do something cheerful next week, but no promises I'll probably be stressed to the point of near explosion...

Song list if you continue on

When Life Seems Overwhelming, Keep Calm and Carry On

I got an email a few days ago about registering for my graduate classes...
My life is changing faster than I would like, as excited as I am for the fall, it is pretty scary. This playlist is me working through some of those feelings. I tried my best to keep out the sad feelings of having to lose my lover, and focused more on feeling scared and unsure and looking for hope, ending with more hopeful tracks...

Life and Death

So last night I created a new playlist and I was so excited to share it...and blogger was done :( Then I had some emotional issues I really wanted to share...blogger was still down...the emotional issues are mostly gone...so I'll focus on the playlist. With the death of a professor I've been thinking a lot about life and what it means to me.  If it was last night I'm sure I would have a massive post about his playlist...but I forgot all that so here is the music...



Playlist after the jump

Tonight

A depressing playlist...sometimes I just feel really down, for a variety of reasons.  Tonight was one of those nights.



Song list after the jump...

Love Affair without a Love Song

So I already posted this mix...then some how deleted it.  I think it speaks for itself.  Right now I am feeling lots of things. Confusion, anxiety, restlessness over next year. Also, feelings of love and affection towards two different men, who I have very different relationships with.  Neither of these relationships can be what I really want them to be, for two very different reasons.  Many of these songs deal with those feelings.  Enjoy

Playlist and my favorite lyrics after the jump...

First and Last Qualm

So this is really odd because my first playlist for my blog could be my last playlist for WECW. I haven't decided if I want to do a show term 3 or not. I'm at a point where I'm avoiding any possible obligations.  Even if I do a show, term 3 radio shows are not quite the same in my opinion. It feels really weird to think about not being a DJ anymore. It has been a major part of my life for the past four years and all of the sudden it will be gone. Which is really sad to think about. My radio show has allowed me to have my own space to express myself, through both music and words. Music is insanely powerful and getting to take the songs that mean so much to me and sharing them has meant so much to me. I can't really describe it. Stepping away from WECW is just part of leaving EC, and currently the only part I can even imagine. Being a senior is super weird. So this will not be my last playlist, I will always be putting songs together to make a statement...but it kind of feels like the last time.




The Playlist after the jump