Love Affair without a Love Song

So I already posted this mix...then some how deleted it.  I think it speaks for itself.  Right now I am feeling lots of things. Confusion, anxiety, restlessness over next year. Also, feelings of love and affection towards two different men, who I have very different relationships with.  Neither of these relationships can be what I really want them to be, for two very different reasons.  Many of these songs deal with those feelings.  Enjoy

Playlist and my favorite lyrics after the jump...

The City Ain't That Much Fun-Anna Su

I love this whole song and how it fits my life so well, particularly how I am ready to get out of where I am, but I really want someone to come with me...

Wont you hold me

But don't let me run

I heard from all the others

The city ain't that much fun

Home-She&Him

This is one of my favorite love songs...

Why don’t we just sit and stare and do nothing?

Nothing at all for a while

I like the way you smile

I Want to Belong to You-Katie Herzig

This song sounds so pleasant to me with the beautiful music and humming. Even if it is sad at the same time...

I pray no one will find you

I’ll stay right where I am

‘Til you come back

Don’t let me lose you

Before there’s a chance to begin

The Show-Lenka

This is another song that reminds me to just let go and live life, because it will happen no matter what I do, which is something I need to be reminded of lately...

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment

I'm so scared but I don't show it

I can't figure it out

It's bringing me down I know

I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Hologram-Katie Herzig

This song captures wanting someone who doesn't want you back if you're on either side. I love the analogy, you create this vision in your head what they are, but you can't really have them so they will only ever just be this vision...

I’m in a love affair without a love song

I’m in the habit of having what I don’t want

I’m just a hologram

You can see but don’t touch me baby

Oh I bet you want me

Crooked Box-Lucy Schwartz

I am in love with this Miss. Schwartz she is just amazing. This song captures a break up so well, the confusion of what now, what just happened, was there ever anything there? The term crooked box just fits so well...

and all the world keeps going by

the seasons start to change

but i'm stuck here, not knowing why

the stars have rearranged.

Static Waves (Feat. Katie Herzig)-Andrew Belle

This song is just so AMAZING to listen to, so wonderfully put together.  The music creates so much emotion on it's own and then the lyrics, so powerful...

the static waves across the screen

define this notion

back and forth and in between

like my emotion

and i know youre never gonna understand

Lack of Color-Sunday Lane

Another adorable singer songwriter, this is one of my top songs right now. All the pieces fit together so well. I love how upbeat and honest the song is....

Question things, you should know why you believe


What you believe, and then you'll be free



I'm gonna' miss you like the straight up sunshine


But I loved you with a hope that's not my own


No, you were not my own


Now I'm living in a lack of color


You've taken all I know

Sort Of-Ingrid Michaelson

Ingrid Michaelson is one an artist who has a song that captures my feelings exactly no matter what they are...

Baby, you've got the sort of laugh that waters me

And makes me grow tall and strong and proud and flattens me

I find you stunning, but you are running me down

My love's too big for you my love

First Days of Spring-Noah and the Whale

Spring represents a new start. This is what I will soon be experiencing in my own life, I'm just waiting for winter to end...

It's the first day of spring

And my life is starting over again

The trees grow, the river flows

And its water will wash away my sins

For I do believe that everyone has one chance

To fuck up their lives

But like a cut down tree, I will rise again

And I'll be bigger and stronger than ever before